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starting to feel the burn, are you still hanging around? you use indescribable words but i'm still hanging around you use me for some sick pleasure. i don't mind misuse me, abuse me and lose like a rusty set of keys in some dirty cushion crevice i've been long forgotten catologued to fade away unnoticed in the clutter i love you, please stay and hang around i don't want to hesitate anymore is this my only chance to feel some sort of stimulated dissection? when you look at me i know what you're thinking your eyes burn through these walls that i hide behind please just kill me, please just fuck off.
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He wants your attention. You're giving false dimensions. I never want to be here when you're home. Been looking through you. I don't want to be you. Waking only to hear you leave. All the time you spend counting down yellow lines. Reciting all your bitter storylines. Don't want to live forever. Y'know I can't remember. Everyone I've been in my past lives. Everybody wants to be somebody else, but nobody has the time or ability to figure out. If the price you pay is the price to live without. Don't want to live forever. Y'know I can't remember. If the past is worth the price of twice the effort. She said "No living twice, no afterlife" All the time we spend bickering 'bout our lies. Wondering if these mistakes were in our past lives.
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i heard today a rumor about myself i didn't want to know i walked a little faster out of the room, down the hall and up the steps beyond the stretch of a reach of an earshot on repeat, playing in my head i want to see a ghost i want to feel that tingle in the back of my neck back to zero. back to start and finish i'm not feeling the fire counted down from ten, tried to walk it out am i your x-ray? i'm not feeling the fire not feeling the touch, not burning enough gotta move on, gotta relate i'm not okay, i'm not your x-ray i'm not x-ray-x, i'm not your pet i'm not waiting for you i'm not waiting on you surrender i'm not your x-ray, i'm not your closet door

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released November 12, 2013

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